xcarriejean

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I can't lose both my dads. I just can't. I'd feel so helpless.

I went with Kimmy to her youth group yesterday. Everyone was very welcoming and very kind. I was kinda out of place, but they made me feel like I belonged anyway.

I rode back with Kimmy's parents. Then Steve came and picked me up.

I could sorta tell by the gleam in his eyes that he was drunk. But aparently I didnt know how drunk.

Mom got after him when he got home because he didn't clean the house. He was like, "Oh, yeah, I do nothing around here!"

He took off in the pickup. Mom was so mad. He wasn't answering his cell phone.

He finally called. I could hear her scream at him. She didn't say all that she wanted to, I could tell but she was still very angry at his drunk ass.

I can't lose both my dads. I just can't.

Posted by xcarriejean at 08:09 AM | comment

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Shannon was cruel to me today. I told her I'm upset with her cuz of my dad and her having no sympathy, and she after a long stupid conversation, she says "yeah thanks for being my friend!"

God it sounds like she's 9 not 15.

Well I spose we all are every once in a while. Just certain people act that way more than others.

Lots to do today, better go.

Posted by xcarriejean at 05:34 PM | comment